last day of january :(

well. time really passes fast.
today is the last day of january alr :(

好久都没打方块字了。
感觉时间真的过得好快好快…

不再被肯定…
最近活得有点颓废，不，是很颓废才对。
说什么，我会改；说什么，想休息。
其实，只想离开现场，找被子倒头大睡。
渐渐的，也不知道自己是否在逃避。信心已消失不见 :(

常独自苦笑，搞不清心在想什么。只知心里已起了一场雾。
雾好大，好大。心的小径早已不见了，出入不得。
或许是面具戴了太久，已忘了自己的真面目…

心情好矛盾。
明知不该那么做，但早已泥足深陷。
有何人又会明白？
常常伪装无所谓，但其实…
什么都笑笑带过，并不想太计较。
说“不”太虚伪，说“有”太逞强。
人， 都是那么矛盾吗？

开学第一个月快过了。
头绪还没理清。
倒数10个月了。

发生了许多事。
希望如今没事吧。
收拾好情绪，再努力吧！

有些文摘于《少年》;)

in ze fitting room.

sien lor the whole day.
blogging seems nth to me alr.
one more week !
ohmygosh !
CNY !! :D:D:D
cant wait to wear those new clothes ._.

outtings at 1U.
lights deco not bad gua.
so red lor.
especially cousin sis and cousin bro.
ohmg lor. they wear like couple. lol.
seems like me wearing the voodoo shirt.
being like a voodoo kacau them ;D






ps: ignore my pose. im lame. :) or maybe im not ready ._.



aiyah.
too sien.
waiting cousin bro try pants.
fitting room so nice.
all mirrors :D

did i mention we ate Burger King and Carl's Jr. for lunch ?
neh. the comment we left after eating Carl's Jr.
stupid cousin bro go crumple it all up.
lucky i manage to save it ._.

cross sch field so not fun.
me in PJ.
look fat :D
of cos lah.
after eating all those burgers :)

so bye people. i hate people wearing mask :)


ohya.
here's a video ".....yeoh" recorded during the calligraphy contest thing.
martial arts :D

there was a day....
...
...
...
she hoped she lived happily ever after.


*but its impossible*
*unless...........sigh !*

/edit
damn.
friend called for gathering.
i wanna go.
but. timesquare laa.
the year just started.
i think i already went out thrice !
somemore im in big trouble now.
i really wanna go !

bla.
kompleks 3K in serdang.
calligraphy.
16 ppl went.
1 ppl won.
& she's form 2.
._.
if i join primary sch mayb i got the chance. lol.
but for sec sch. byebye.
all those ppl so yeng.

heading out later to chill.
dying tomorrow. pray ya :)
ciao !

competition

going to sch tomorrow cos need go other sch for some calligraphy competition.
well. wish me luck ! and hope can win lah of cos.
been practicing for one hour and the whole thing looked ugly.
sigh.
but then. really hope can win.
just to show those people.
ze truth is. im disappointed of this sch.
i will change to somewhere after pmr.
but dont know where ._.
dont understand why they blame me.
c'mon. who likes / love their sch always. dont tell me nonsense lah.

/edit
oh. after thinking & thinking.
sigh. i think must migrate to other country next time.
haha. any nice country? :)

nyeh !

just so you know lotsa thing had happened.
i may continue blogging.
but i think its boring with no pictures and stuff.
hope you dont mind. ciao !