Sigh, I feel like blogging in chinese as I express myself better in Chinese. Hah.
Anyway, there's this friend of mine, whom I somehow stopped myself from being too friendly with her for some reason. As is avoiding her la! ._.
It just happened that second.
My sense told me that it isnt good.
I seldom act in this way ok, as people know I'm friendly! hahaha. -__-"
Its been starting this year. Sigh...
Then last few days, she somehow had some issues with her own stuff and can't really control herself which is weird because she is good in hiding her feelings. So, maybe there's chance she broke down or whatever.
After 5 seconds, her tears just went poof*
Ohkay. She's strong lor!
As a friend we should somehow care for her.
But... Maybe for me I think I should let her calm down or what.
So I try not to talk about anything that could cause her broke down again...
Then, yesterday, when I was cleaning up my piles of paper in my file.
I saw something different. It was a letter!
From her. Well, I opened it as usual and read it.
She wrote about how she felt and about her issues.
Well, I don't know why she wrote that to me and I feel that this thing is weird again ._.
Ok, maybe she just need a friend...
But she's the one who is causing all this...
I really don't know what I should do.
Maybe I will just act like nothing happened, although this sounds oh-so-cruel to you all and her, but think again...... Sigh...
Maybe I'm just that stupid dumb and cold blooded.
I really thought that she was a friend since form 1 and form 2.
But somehow, maybe I changed or she changed.
Everything changed I can say.
Things that had happened cannot be the way like the past.
Well, I think I should just say "sorry" in my heart and hope that she'll move on.
It's not a big deal actually. Things will be fine after a few weeks or so.
I think I should write in Chinese also. Haha -.-