Moodless

fortythree

MOODLESS.

I AM VERY TIRED. HAVING HEADACHE. I HATE THIS.
feel like so damn stress out although not doing anything.
wtf is wrong?! wondering when am I going to collapse. pfft.
sometimes its not the stress people give me, i think i'm stressing myself wtf.
and I don't even know what for I'm putting so much pressure on me -.- stupid ._.
Everything seems to change already. EVERYTHING.
Friends seems to change, environment also change, even my smile changed -.-

I'm wondering whether I'm really me or acting like somebody else.
Why do I even bother to act like someone I'm not?
It's tiring you know. Forcing myself and all. T__T

all this feels like crap. so random -.-
hard to express this stupid feeling lah.
i think the headache making me think of all this. wtf.

or maybe got mental problem alr :D


gaah, i wonder, sometimes we expect how good this person to be and stuff, but then, in another way, is this person expecting the same way?

sigh.. this post is stupid and crappy. all junked up. whtevs lah.

i can tell you i suck at drawing. but still group friends ask me to draw NIE. -.- damn hard loh! I have no sense of art :D