Choose the RIGHT path.

onehundredandtwentytwo.

August is ending soon.
Sigh.. A month full of exams and work and studies and stress.
A month with a lots of ups and downs.
A month full laughter o.o
A month full of 8.
A month full of games.

Oh well, Eye On Msia is moving to Melaka after Merdeka day!

Still haven't go there at night.
Only during daytime.
Hope still can go lah lol.

Results aren't very good.
Dropped this time already.
6A's 2B's
Sigh...

Will start studying soon I guess.
SOON..

soon..

soon.

soon

THOUGHTS.

onehundredandtwentyone.

其实，有时也希望没那么聪明…
也算不上什么聪明啦…只不过好一点而已。
家长的期望就渐渐高了起来。

或许有了这些期望，我们就会进步…
但…我不想要那些期望。
宁愿你们对我没有期望，让我突如其来的成绩
带给你们惊喜、快乐。

但…从那次以后，期望又是不是再次浮现了呢？

最近已饱受压力带来的头痛…
要我怎样?!

虽然这次预考是没尽力…
但只要我在真正重要的考试－PMR，交得出一张亮丽的成绩…
应该可以吧？

难不成要我钢琴、预考两边跑？
只怕最终两头不到岸。
其代价，我可付不起。

我有自己的分寸
这一次 不会令你们失望。

如果不要失望
请别对我期望太高。

不只你们会失望
我也会呀！
难道喜欢看到自己的成绩一塌糊涂吗？

总是提不起劲来
唉～
先要自救啊…

××××

当天考完钢琴后，心情不太好。
状态更不用说， 差到极！

回到家，
要么就不想，一想…竟想到头疼！

钢琴期间的情景一而再、再而三浮现在脑海！
哇靠！
真的疼死我了！ 呜呜～～～
很怀疑
到底是不是有什么东东在脑袋里 O 。O

真的很怕会“肥佬”啊！
我的天！
希望考官超级、超级好人；超级、超级慷慨…
不然……………
我可能凶多吉少了… *呸呸呸！ :P
不能太自信嘛……

好了啦…
暂时想不到东西了。再想…我看头疼又来袭击我了…

××××

安静的时候
可以就是发呆
可以听很小声的音乐
可以喝香浓的热巧克力
可以看闷闷的电影
可以想不太有趣的事情
可以偷偷地自以为很忧郁

RESULTS UNKNOWN.

onehundredandtwenty.

Updated kinda late. Yeah, got headache after my piano exam. Too much stress I think. Really sad lah ok. Aduh. Once I think about, the way I played my Scales, Aural.. Headache attacked me. Sighh..I seriously THINK that maybe my brain got some problem. WTHELL. The day before piano exam, I got headache too. Can't take the risk of letting it heal by itself and maybe didn't on the next day, so straight away took panadols. What to do?!

So, Beijing Olympics just ended some day ago. London's turn now. How sad to not watch it live. Thanks to the piano exam :) Just had my Grade 8 exams yesterday. It's a 70 percentage to pass. My pieces were ok. Slightly breakdown somewhere in 2nd and 3rd piece *frowns* Scales also a lil breakdown *frowns again* I did sight-reading steadily I guess. Lastly, Aural doesn't seem so good.

If the examiner is generous and good enough, I think I'll at least score for that 103 marks. 3 marks more than the passing mark - 100. A very narrow aim. But, what can I do? Sighh.. Just hoping for pass mark in Scales, Aural and sight-reading. Not more. For pieces, maybe aim a lil higher. Hope those lil breakdowns wouldn't affect my overall marks. If so, I think I'll kill myself *stabs self* ADUHAI. Save me! :)

Eh? Should go for diploma IF I passed right? Heh 8D

PIANO EXAM !

onehundredandnineteen.

ZOMGWTFBBQ !

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!

It's not even 12 hours till my exam time! DIEDIEDIEDIE...

DIE!

PJ Hilton Hotel.
9.30am.

Having a lil headache now. F*!

BYEBYE.

FAREWELL.

COMPLAIN post ._.

onehundredandeighteen.

Ok, I will complain in this post! Hmpf.

I went for piano lesson today and done some Aural test. I sucked in it ok, just because I suck in singing, then I suck the whole thing lor! Most of all, I shouldn't have drink the Ice Lemon Tea before going for lesson. Sad thing is, I didn't know that Aural will be going on, and if there's Aural, I'll like freeze in the room like people wear bikinis in North South Pole. The air-cond was on with a temperature of 16 degrees with fan like..the strongest fan?!

So, imagine, a woman, with bikinis, drinking ice water, in Santa's house. Probably even Santa's house got a heater, so maybe just the open space of North Pole and that woman "enjoying" the breeze too.

In that kinda condition for at least 1 and a half hour!! Feel cooling rite?! And it was RAINING outside !! OMG. I almost freeze to death when my teacher's hubby still say very warm and cozy O.O !! I was already shivering and went numb after walking out of his room. I wonder what's under his skin ._.

Went to wash my hands, the water was warm .____. My tiny finger went numb and couldn't play the piano properly, which is the stupid scales ! OHMYGOD.

And now, I'm feeling kinda hot, like getting some sort of fever. Goodness, drinking 2 bottles of 1.5 litres of water ain't helping lor! T___T Later I sick on Monday how?! *TOUCHWOOD !!!

So, maybe I'll fail my Aural part and byebye my Scales and guess what, my 1st piece is well played?! WTFYAY ! So happy lol.

Lastly, I wanna rant about, my holidays. It's drop dead boring. Not even one outing, everyday it's just PIANO PIANO PIANO & PIANO ! Fun right wtf. Feel like banging my head on the wall ! Didn't even bother to do the holiday homework teachers gave. Die lor! No homework doing mood at all.

Moodless.


All of this is gonna end after Monday! I must hang on till the last minute. Will totally be relief of all the piano stuff but not PMR. Oh please please please lemme pass my piano exam lah.. I beg anybody anything anyone !! Just to lemme PASS I'll play many other songs, pop songs, classical songs, performance songs and more hardworking if I passssssssss Shit lah, sound like some desperate people who wanna pass their exam lol wtf. STRESSSS LAH. *Where's my food LOL.

I really feel the heat in my body right now ._. Hope it isn't the feverish kind lah Can't afford to get sick now. At least after my exam want sick then sick lah wtf.

End this post with my fake smile wtfbbq.

I'm gonna wear this for my piano exam day.

Formal ok T___T

Should go plant my fingers in the keyboards now. Byebye people.

Another boring holiday lol

onehundredandseventeen.

哇噻… 真的饿到～～
快要晕了
终于 撑不住了
把家里最宝贵的－－－面包！ 给拿出来。
一连弄了5片， 搽了牛油 ＋ 少许糖。
现在… 满足了许多。 （也多了很多很厚的脂肪）
又没有去烧脂 -.- 开学又多了个肥婆！
不理那么多啦！ 吃得是福也

整个假期都在弹琴，手指都快给弹烂了 ~~
希望可以过关斩将， 顺利通过考试吧！
如果真的如我所愿， 必定戒口5天？
就让我通过吧！ 最后一年了。

Well, Avril's concert had been canceled
Bet all Avril's fans are mad. What for cancel it ._. Too sexy lah. Sexy my foot lah zzz.

4 more friggin days to my exam!
Shiat. I want to pass ok. Don't care whether it's just pass or what, I WANT TO PASS !
I think should wear formally since this is the last year ( I HOPE )
Wear like a lawyer and stuff ahhaha. With black-framed specs

SO HUNGRYYYY AHHHH T___T
Beh tahan jor, ate 5 pieces of bread with butter and some sugar. (Wtf so fattening rite?)
Fat fat fat fat fat!! Like omgosh. I think should minus fat ady lah, wait till i can stop eating lol.
I like to eat Just made another 3 pieces of toasted bread for brother :D See, what a good sister eh?
Ok lah, gotta get going. Ciao!

有谁又会明白那绚丽灿烂笑容的背后，无人问津的痛苦、悲哀呢？

First exam piece x_X

onehundredandsixteen.

Days passes by...

5 more friggin days to exam.
I shall not fail.
I couldn't afford to fail ._.


** Almost forgot lol.

Showing - - - Ms. Fiona!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONAAA and Lee Yi Shen !! :)

&& IOI Mall was on fire yesterday evening! :O
Some short circuit in a Optic shop.
Oh well, small fire thou.

Anyway..
This is my first piece. - Prelude and Gigue in F# Minor.




2nd and 3rd piece don't know how to die.

I think I'm going to have a sore throat ._.
Die die die. DIE.
Sigh...


Ciao.

0% of joy!

onehundredandfifteen.

That is a frog not toad ok.
I just found it resting peacefully somewhere in my garden.

**

Sigh.. 25 AUGUST. Can anyone save me? T____T
O_O !! Hani, a helper of Jackson Ng from Mastermind called me ._.
Asking me whether wanna join some kinda seminar in Taman Desaru I think ._.
This Thurs and Fri... Fees RM 788 O_________________O
RM 788 leh. I think I just study 5 hours a day than 3 hours ._.

I wonder how's the froggy doin. Haven seen it for 2 days already ._.
Ok lah. Should go practice piano.

**

Still not feeling the joy of holidays D:




Tagged by Deborah Katy and Nion head.

Tagged by Deborah Katy.

Here are the rules:
1. List these rules on your blog.
2. Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog.
3. Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.

Facts.

1. I complain a lot when my mood is really really bad.
2. I likeLOVE to eat.
3. Hates to study, but still study for the sake of studying .___.
4. Having 2 major exams this year, and taking it last minute-ly.
5. Love sheep. Cute one lah.
6. Want to grow taller .___.
7. Have a fat face wtf.

I am lazy to tag people. So I tag Onion Head lah.

Next tag by Nion.

Number : No idea.

Colour : Bright colors! Baby colors! Black and white

Day : HoliDAYs.

Month : April. Although there's exams -.-

Song : Anything nice :D

Food : Any nice food lol.

Sport : Badminton...

Drink : Mango juice ._.

Candy : Gummies ._.

Ice Cream : Vanilla. Mint and chocolate ;D

Season : Autumn!

Band : No idea.

Movie : No fav one ._.

Website : Porn hahahahahahahaha :X No lah, none i guess.

Animal : Anything cute LOL. Sheep, puppies, rabbit, hamsters....

Item of Clothing : Anything nice i guess.

Word : O_O

Place : I like the beach......

GO LEE CHONG WEI !

onehundredandfourteen.

SUPPORT LEE CHONG WEI IN FRONT OF TV TONIGHT !

Bought a new skinnies :D
Cheap ok. Discount now xD

SHIATS ! WHOLE MOUTH AND JAWS ACHING LIKE SHIATS.
Braces damn tight !! Cannot eat good food, so saddening ! T____T


I WANT TO GO SHOPPING LAH .________.
WHOLE WEEK STUCK AT HOME HAVING PIANO MARATHON LOR ! Sad and lifeless right. Boring life D:

My exam is straight after the holidays! Happy ? ! So you guys won't be seeing me after the one week holiday. I'll skip school. (With reasons)

So, my pet will accompany me this whole week. :D


WAIT...... Did I ever mention that I have a pet? Anyway, lemme introduce my prince charming/pretty princess to you guys! (Paiseh, I srsly have no idea it's a male or female.)

JENG JENG JENG JENGGGG !!

SO CUTE RIGHT?! It's free one lor!

So stripy and cute! It's a bit a lazy bum like me. Wouldn't move much.
But still, a easy pet to take care. Hope it won't die LOL.

Another cute photo of it! :)

I love the stripes! :)


LASTLY, SUPPORT LEE CHONG WEI ! Imma Lee here also ok :P

ps: Sheeps also rawks! :P

TRIALSSSS OVER !!!!!!!

onehundredandthirteen.

* SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT OF JOYYYYY !! *
TRIALS IS OVERRRRR !!!

*cough* Ok. No big deal... But, STILL HAPPPPPY ! :)

Sad thing is, Chinese was SOO super duper hard. Pfft...
Bye bye highest mark. Bye bye.

I got A for KH ! :P Marks are not needed. Damn borderline... not 75.
Maths paper 1 38/40 !! Wooooots! But, should have got 40/40 ! That paper quite easy de lor :|
2 STUPID CARELESS MISTAKES !

Geography got SOALAN BOCOR !! After the exam only the boy go say, clever hor?
Finally can sleep happily, nicely, sleepily, warmly in my bed. Without worrying the exam stuff for once. Sit back and studyRELAX. Ahhhh~~

Damn. Was banned and cannot go out next whole weeeeek ! Jialat lo.
Stay at home onlyyyyy .____. Sei mou. No life at all.
I WANNAAAA BE FREEEEE ! PMR OVER FASTER !! T______T

4th day of TRIALS >_>

onehundredandtwelve.

Dalalala~~
Moral, I don't know how to say.
Well, hard to predict future ok.
Die then die lah.
But, die die also need study mah.
KH ._. Must get 80 and above I tell you.
Cannot "sui" to the teacher! :)

Maths also!! BAH, I HATE MATHS! 293746926354287534285734865 + - / * pfft.

Chinese, I scare real PMR I'll get B only.
Sigh... Not to be boastful or what, but I always get the highest in class / whole form I not sure lah.
Seriously, I don't think my Chinese that good. Or maybe teacher is too good and generous to gimme such high marks .__.
Later, I really get B for Chinese then I think my Chinese teacher will drop her specs and jaws till 10000000km .__.

Will be updating AFTER my TRIALS! Which is tomorrow I guess ;)

SIGH..YES..sigh....

onehundredandtwelve.

WUT THE TOOOOOOT !!

I HAVE BEEN CHEATED.

SADNESS.

HOW COME A PERSON CLEVER LIKE ME ALSO WILL BE CHEATED ! ? *ahem*

Wait... I'm not the only one! Muahaha! >__> Ok that's evil.
So, Living Skills which is KH and Science had SERIOUSLY , cheated me.... AND my friends today.
The paper was like so damn tricky! Hmpf!
Imma old granny who needs thicker specs to see the questions really clearly!
Anyone sponsor me one before PMR ? D:

O____O

Click for clearer view.

Pfft! Spam mail. I think I'll be rich by tomorrow if all these are REAL.

TAGS.

TAGS.

1. At what age you wish to marry?
- 24 - 29 I guess :O

2. Will you consider sexual relationships before marriage?
- Nuooo way :X

3. Do you smoke?
- Never OK.

4. List out two gifts you'd like to receive now.
- Money printer machine
- Exams gone!

5. Who did you text most lately?
- None.

6. How old are you?
- 15.

7. What is the latest thing you bought with your own money?
- Food.

8. State 3 people of the opposite sex that first comes to your mind. Who will you most likely date?
- No time to date! Lol.


9. Where do you wish to get married ?
- Maybe some surprise? :O

10. How old do you think you will be permanently owned by love?
- No idea.

11. How many kids do you want?
- 2-4 It'll be a headache ._.

12. Are you in love?
- Yes, with seaweeeeed !

13. Where is the latest restaurant you have dinner?
- Hor Poh Lui Cha.

14. Name the latest book you bought?
- Magazineess!

15. Do you believe in God?
- Think so.

16. Name your favourite game or sport.
- Badminton I guess.

17. Name the first person that comes into your mind now.
- Tunku Abdul Rahman? LOL!

18. The most exciting place you want to go?
- Anywhere! By jumping ok.

19. Hugs or Kisses?
- Don't know leh ._.

20. How do u judge someone? Is appearance important?
- Presentable appearance! Then only attitude ;P

21. Point out 5 things about the person who tag you.
Super in Maths
Super in Science
Hates cwl.
Like unagi.
Onion Head :P

22. Tag 3 person who you can think of.
- Napek.
- Boy.
- Girl.

Btw. Anyone know this number? 0162411807
That idiot calls at least once EVERYDAY -..-
I didn't answer already still continue to call -..-
Anyone can help me check ah? LOL.

Sigh.. Exams making me feel like dying.
My brain is not working ahhh! T______T
Ciao peepo.

1st day of trials.

onehundredandeleven.

OK. As you all know. I'm having my trials now. And I TRY to not switch on the stupid computer.
So, I'm future blogging LOL.
I'm gonna predict what's gonna happen during the trials. :D

Today, I'm having BM 1 ; History ; BM paper 2.

For BM 1 I think it's gonna be "OK".
History might be as well History as usual.
BM 2 x_X Didn't know what to read for Komsas the day before
so I think hantam saje lah .____.

PMR Trials got Moral you know ._.
Gawd. And format like SPM one. Should I bang my head on the wall now? D8

Opening Ceremony RAWKS!

onehundredandten.

THE BEIJING OLYMPIC OPENING CEREMONY WAS A BLAST !

Gosh, every minute during the opening my mouth was seriously a big O.
People who prepared all this is really super! Lol.
The 29 footsteps, fireworks, performance all by the people, the countdown with flashing drums, flying around the stadium etc ! WAS GREAT !

photos from : Boston big picture.

After all the wow stuff.
What I need to say is, TRIALS ARE ON TOMORROW!! wtf.
VERY BEH SONG LOR! T_____T
Cannot even enjoy the Olympics lol.
And, HISTORY IS THE 2nd SUBJECT!
Great lah, so fast history liao. Mati, dead, die, sei, si, AHHH!

But, parents say I can get 1000bucks! IF I get straight A's for the REAL PMR !
ZOMGWTFBBQ! I know, I know. It's little for some of you guys lol.
And and, they mentioned that I can buy WHATEVER I WANT! 8D
excluding - Mobile Phone .__.
Don't care lah, I buy camera! LOL. Any nice model to recommend? :P
lucky they didnt mentioned bout piano ._.

WOOOOOOOTS! So, should I study hard? 8D
The prize is temptinggggg! @_@

Should go now! :DDDDDD

STUDY HARD FOR TRIALS AND PMR ! ! !
GOOOD LUCK PEEPO !