Whatya think?

This is HOW i study :)

Just a random sketch / doodle of mine.

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OMGOSH!!!!!! it's already Thursday!
So what happened these few days after I switched on my freaking study mode?

I slept STU-DIED! err.. yeah that's it stu-DIED

LOL, really DIED!!
I started with my favorite subject..
Procrastination

At the core of it I found that..
Procrastination.. KILLS
with only ONE outcome.. DIED!

I got so mad at what procrastination did to me, I was reaaaaaaaaaaally mad.
Thus, I fought back with fury, throwing knives, pots, plates, anything & everything to attack Procrastination.. and.. and..
I even sacrificed my beloved cup!

R.I.P.

I was super regretful over what happened.. :(
After the battle scene settled down, I took its' photo and mourned for it :(


LOL, I was just .. releasing my stress .....

with all this blablablah!
the cup wasn't broken by me, fyi ==

ASKJDGAKJSHGDKAJSHGDKAJSDGH

/RANDOM

Booyah!

A picture speaks a thousand words ;(
It's holiday and study mode is ON (?!!?!) -_- wtheck man.
Trials right after holidays. FML.
On hiatus! (I think LOL)

ps; my hair looks exactly like what I drew, very flat LOL!

Randomz.

While doing Biology exercise ...

Me: What's "Formaldehyde"?
Mom: It's HCHO.
Me: :O but .. errr?
Mom: Some sorta carcinogen ..
Me: :O :O ! *it's stated in the question!* Apa effect?
Mom: Google is your best friend
Me: LOL == !! Okay.. :/

Still awed .. she can tell the formula of the compound .. lol
How I wish I had her Chemist Brain. Gah!

Hello September! :)

source

New bottle! :D
A month with 2 weeks of holiday! (which ain't enough)
A month where the trials starts!!! *gasp!*
A month closer to SPM -_-

*****

How the time passed away, all the trouble that we gave
And all those days we spent together
Has it all gone to waste? All the promises we made
One by one they vanish just the same

Of all the things I still remember
Summer's never looked the same
The days go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain

In the middle of September we'd still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now on how things could've been
It was worth it in the end

Now it all seems so clear, there's nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long that summer's moving on
We reach for something that's already gone.

September-Chris Daughtry
edited a lil lulz

OH NO!

Augusto ish comin' tuh an endeh.
Doh juu understandehz me newz languageh.
Aye betcha don'tz!

*cough*

I know you do right?
You're smart!

*cough*

Enough crappin'
It's the last day of August ..
What's so special about today ..

*thinks hard*

*squeezin' brain juice*

*ouch T.T*

It's a HOLIDAY!

*yay!!!*

lol, joking.

Happy 53rd Birthday
Malaysia!

I hope for the very best for you, goodluck in your SPM !
(oh wait, that's for me :x)

Retype:

I hope .. that you'll be more mature AND rational :)

(ps: don't forget you're 53 years old already ;) )

Two Moons?!

Hoax much.
Gooooogled a lil,
Since year 2003, EVERY 27th of AUGUST there's two "moons" =.=
& What happen to the fact that we won't see it again till year 2287 =.=

So I joined the "hype"
Observed the night sky a lil :O
No doubt that the moon looked a lil larger than usual.
There's also a very bright star beside it..

Clouds were the joy-killer.
Besides, parents are asleep,
I can't be alone out in the car porch, as it will be VERY DANGEROUS right?
It's in the middle of the night, which all of us known as .. MIDNIGHT (lol lame)

So whtevs, managed to snap some shots.

Played around with the setting, somehow manage to get this orangey colour :D


Say hello to moon! *waves*


Seeeee clouds :/


Like clouds, like smoke :P

*****

I've made my decision.
I'll achieve it within this week I hope.
Well, AT LEAST 80% of the notes.
10 pages, 3-4 down, 6 moar :(
Can't care much, gotta woooork hard!

*****

I'm actually quite disappointed with one's attitude.
Sigh, I did whatever that I should do, but things just don't go the way you want sometimes.

*****

It's the elephant in the room
And we pretend that we don't see it.
It's the avalanche that looms above our heads.
And we don't believe it.

Trying to be perfect
Trying not to let you down.
Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now.
while the floors underneath our feet are crumbling
The walls we built together tumbling
I still stand here holding up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth.

-The Truth, Kris Allen

*****

Love that song ;)
Ohh, look at the time.
Nights world~

Randomm =/

Heh, I like wasting my time doing random stuffs =.=
Anyway, this is my phone's new wallpaper!
I'm lovin' it :D

*****

Okay, this is bad .. in a way.
I'm playing piano when I'm suppose to be studying!!!

The history repeats itself again :(

I remember myself playing piano & not wanting to study for PMR LOL.
But hey, this is SPM
I have to remind myself constantly that time's running out ..
& NO, I can't forget that I'm running out of time now *points at header* lol.

Gah, damnit!

A gift & moment of joy ♥ !

Had dinner with grandparents after the almost-10-hour-seminar.
Was basically kinda dying lol, my eyelids lah.
Felt much more better after eating I guess, then my aunt - Aunt MM handed me a bag with a very nice box in it. It was a gift .. to spur me on for my coming SPM, D: A BIG Thank you to my Aunt MM!! Really had a happy surprise lol.

Bro also got his, for his UPSR. He was like so excited and opened it up (his wasn't wrap thou, so I guess it's alright)

Then he kept wanting to see mine, but I don't think it's that appropriate to open up gifts immediately unless the person who gave me says so, or somehow I kinda enjoy the thrill of keeping myself in suspense until I reached home/get into the car first, lol :) so .. blek, just peeked a lil, since bro kakacaucau. Can't really see though :/

Anyway, reached home ...

Guess what?






























Yeah, duh ..













































Duh what ?!?!?





























































I OPENED IT UP LAH :P :P












































OOHHHH, GUESS WHAT again?!?








































Nyehehehehehehee.. Guess guesssss!!





























































IT'S ..................



























DOOODOLLS !!!!!!!































OMGOSHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All of em were neatly arranged, I could see there's double-sided tape on each piece of it.
Not to forget, there's a short note in there, I'll just keep it for myself :P

The folder of dooodolls!!


OMGOSH, soooo gonna stick it on my car .. IF I HAVE ONE :( :(


TADAAAA! Suddenly own so many dooodolls stuffs!! wah 8D

Thank youuuuuu :D
About SPM, yeah, working hard on it now :D

Another SPM Seminar ..

...the second of such this year.
It's on a Sunday,
A RAINY SUNDAY!

So yeah, Chemistry was okay .... Physics not bad ..
Walter Lewin's cool :)
If I had a tutor like him, I'll score in Physics with flying rainbow colours *cough* *chokes* *cough*
History .. more like a drama class. Maybe I'll try out his tips on studying history some day.
(oh wait, shouldn't I be like .. studying now?) heh #^^#

Food was ... gah!

OHHH! Luckily I got unlimited access of WAP today!!! WOOOOOOT!!!
Otherwise it would have been terrible since I couldn't sign in Facebook with the Blackberry ugh.
and, seminar like this could get boring sometimes .. just need to kill boredom once in awhile :)
Don't blame me ok, I saw people playing cellphone's game and reading ShinChan!

Talked bout something during lunch break,
As I said, talking about it once is enough.
It's over, so look forward yeah :)
Let's work our hardest for now~

OHH &, My pencil accidentally flew to one's back, oops ;x
And "zoomed" zits are ew. (some random person's)

Nothing muchie actually.
7.30am - 6pm
Tiring.

Random pics...

There are others but .. meh, tired + malas.

Happy Birthday!

Hope you twins enjoyed the day! :D


Oh, and The Expendables (rock) ! :D

GAHHHHH

呜呜～～
考试要到了...
欧颗，其实还有一个月..
其实还有９６天
其实...

其实.......

其实..............

时间真的不多了！！！！

简直就不够:(

讨厌压力
憎恨压力
但，那是唯一的推动力
好无奈。


可以不考试吗？ :(

Virus attack!!

A couple of days ago..
A random by-product during my add maths class

Everyone else was soooo busy solving add maths... my brain and hands were busy too but seemed to be swirling and twirling randomly
Don't know what went wrong that day, normally I'll force myself to finish up homework first, especially maths. Just being a lil rebellious perhaps... or simply my right brain pwned my left..
Whatever it was, I paid the price of having to chew up the homework for supper LOL =="

I have been having sudden attacks like this quite often these days
Sudden urge to mess up pieces of paper with random stuff
The last attack was 2 years ago..
When PMR was near, I WAS BUSY DRAWING + COLOURING LOLOLOL !!!!!
Weird :/

Draft Post

Nah, it's not like I'm gonna post some of my draft post.

It wasn't meant to stay as draft actually, I wanna blog about it, but haven't get to post it. And guess what? Due to my Short-Term-Memory-ness aka STM (lol), I TOTALLY forgot about it. I guess, what I felt that time was intense but momentary. It really matters a lot to me during that period of time, but eventually it faded off with the passing of time. Things just come and go sometimes, if one hold on to something too hard, one will suffer, imo.

I often find random pieces of papers in my messycupboard, there'll be scribblings on them, mostly about my rants HAHA! I read back, but I don't even remember why did I write such things LOL. It's a blessing how fast I forget things, or should I say, unhappy/frustrating/angry events. There's no space for all of these in my mind :)

But on some rare occasions, those events will pop out -.- reminding me of what I should do, what I should not. Probably my subconscious failed to lock them up in a hidden jail for bad memories LOL (random)


Went for a Chinese Language Seminar today @ KDU College.
It's the first time attending a seminar, conducted in Chinese.
They did have this Motivation talk at the beginning by an English + Social Science lecturer from KDU from US.
His accent was great, inspiring talk, got some benefits :) He made me felt like.. I wanna go to US!! HAHA! Study what? I dont know =.=

Then it was the Chinese Seminar. The hall was colddd i tell you, I felt soooooo sleeepy! Wasn't feeling well either, itchy throat -.- Anyway, the talk was not-too-bad. Get to know a new friend too! Or maybe 3! HAHA! She actually introduced her friends to me too haha :) Very friendly of her :)

It rained.

Mom fetched.

Went dental, saw someone that I've never expected to (lol). Bought strepsils (LIKE FINALLY!!)

Went around boutiques that area, got a pants (?) and irrelevant-belt too LOL.
Thanks mom! :D

I can't eat DURIAN !!!! :(
heaty dry cough ma :(

Printer is finally fixed! :D Waiting for dad to fetch it back up here LOL =="

Tagged

A tag by Michele :D

Ten different things I wish I could say to 10 different people
1. ILY!!! :D
2. IHY!!! LOL.
3. IMY!!! :)
4. I'm confused :(
5. Wanna fight?! :P
6. I'm tired :(
7. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
8. Why call me biscuit :( LOL
9. Idk what and how did it happen, not even involved in all these shhhhoes, damnit.
10. Sigh, idk what to say :(

Nine things about myself:
1. I love food!!
2. I love to eat (duh)
3. I have my P license :P
4. I love to laugh :D
5. I enjoy roaming around alone (sometimes only -.-)
6. I walk quite fast(?) lol.
7. Great passion in photography but ... :/
8. I enjoy playing the piano o.o ... not for exams :S
9. Sleeping is a way to escape reality LOL :X

Eight ways to win my heart in a relationship.
Rule:
1. "Chemistry"
2. Sincere and caring
3. With the right dose of humour
4. Occasional surprises with simple thoughtful gestures that need not burn a hole in his pocket
5. I know this would sound so ancient… letters!!
6. It amazes me how some people bounce in and out of and then back into relationships again so instantly, I rather have one that takes effort to know me and find the right time to say what needs to be said.
7. Stay true and strong amidst challenges and temptations that are inevitable in life
8. Someone I am able to look up to, so need to be reasonably taller than me. Looks aint my priority but if he happens to be handsome, I wouldn’t mind.. 8D

Seven thoughts that crossed my mind a lot:
1. Family :O
2. My camera :O
3. Memories...
4. Random stuffs.
5. SPM WOOOT!
6. PIANO EXAM omg :(
7. Ze oh-so-unknown-future :(

Six things I do before I fall asleep:
1. Brush teeth
2. Wash face
3. Wear retainers
4. Change into pyjamas lulz.
5. Set alarm @ phone
6. Set alarm @ radio (yesh, i got 2 alarms -.-)

Five people who means a lot:
1. Mum
2. Dad
3. Brother
4. Friends
5. ...

Four things I'm wearing right now:
1. Specs
2. Watch
3. Hairband (?!)
4. Clothes :D

3 songs I listen to often:
1. Daughtry
2. Westlife
3. Orianthi

(not really songs but wtvs :P)

Two things you want to do before you die:
1. Live a life with no regrets ;x
2. Eat the most delicious dish in the world XD

One confession
I ....



I ..........



I .........................




I can't sit still LOL -.-

ps; YESHHHHH I FINALLY DONE THIS!!!!! LOL

Timetable for Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM) 2010

Sigh, I know it's sad, I know it's time to get real ..
But there's things I don't know too,
I am still lost, sigh..

It's not a sigh of relief, nor a sigh of regret, but a sigh of me being lost.
I'm trying, trying very hard.. ( i think )
I guess trying isn't enough but ..

Choices, decisions,
They're important in life,
I'm afraid of making one now,
A wrong one..

Sigh,
and nothing but sigh :(



Look on the bright side ..
10 days of exam ..

then ...


it's ....

WOOHOOOO! :D

Study smart from now on! :)
I know it's kinda late but :P

不知怎么了

人心叵测

简直就深不可测
笑里藏刀或许是最佳的例子

人长得越大，越成熟，越擅长伪装。
伪装，是为了保护自己，不让自己受伤害。
但却间接把自己封闭在自己的空间里，
不让别人进入自己的内心世界，也不愿意踏出自己的世界。
到最后只会钻牛角尖，什么也得不到。

很多事情都很莫明其妙，
也蛮可笑的。

其实，坦开心胸，接受并给予最真诚的意见，
有问题就说呀，藏在心里发霉吗？
日月累积的问题，将会像雪球，越滚越大，
最终一发不可收拾。
那时，又何必呢？

问题是，嘴巴有金呀，
开口说出心里话需要勇气，
唉～ 问题始终存在。

Program Latihan Khidmat Negara Siri 8/2011

Before I start ..

Niceeee? :P

Was on the way to tuition and *snap!* with phone :)


Okay, back to business,
PLKN aka National Service, is the hot topic for this week!

Everyone's like ..

"You check already?"
"Eh, got kena?"
"Aiyoohhh, SMS SO LONG NV REPLY LEH!!"
"Sien lah, error establishing a database connection!!!!!!!!"
"Dun wan la, scared la"
"Daaaamn!!!! I KENA FML!"
"Yoooor, I want but didn't kena :("

Okay, basically that's what I heard LOL.
I guess the site is surf-able already.
I myself checked both text and the website ........

GUESS ....





































WHAT ......

No KP anda tidak terdapat dalam senarai yang terpilih.

Hmm, I sorta have that feeling already .. so .. :/
(a lil) disappointed that I missed the chance for a totally new experience:/
Yet glad to be spared from the hassle that comes with it
Okay, I'm weird :/

***

Got souvenirs from eldest cousin ytd.
Played bowling lol, skill got worse somehow -.-
Met cousin @ restaurant lol.
Reorganized tuition notes @__@

Blabla.

It's another Sunday!

Sooooo, FIFA Worldcup 2010 ends this midnight @ 2.30am! Wooohooo!
Spain vs Netherlands .. Who'll win this time?

To believe or not to believe Paul, that's the question, or isit not? (unsure)

An octopus has 8 legs, Paul predicted 8 matches correctly,
Will it still predict the 9th match, which is also the FINAL match, accurately? :O

Whatever it is, good luck everyone!
I, myself, will be waking up to watch this match :P
Whaaaat? Just joining the FIFA fever :P
but hey! I won't be skipping school :X

A random picture I took... somewhere... today...

It gives me a dark, jail-like feeling. Where something is trapped inside, and wanting to escape desperately, but failed, and will never succeed. It will stay there forever, haunting that place, things go in, but nothing escapes from it. (okay this is getting scary -.-) I'll find something happy to post next time! LOL.


Okay, back to what I should be doing ;x
Bye!

Lost .. in time ..

I seemed to have neglected my blog a lot this year
Or I ain't that passionate in blogging anymore, I don't know..

Time flies.
A friend just reminded me that there'll be like another 120+ days?
Approx 12 days for each sub?
Okay, that thought scares me .. for a while LOL -__-

The lazy bug seems to have invaded my immune system, long enough to destroy all my hardworking cells (if they ever existed)

Things are getting more complicated .. day by day ..
Living in present, working for future (huh? does it even make sense?)
Bah.

***

Sky turned gray, dark clouds invaded the sky right before the school ends.
It's been a long time since I experience this kinda weather in school.
I kinda miss it though, reminds me of the days in Primary 1 - 3 (afternoon class).
Thus every evening it'll be like raining, dark and cold LOL.
There was this incident when me yw wj waited at the bus stop, soaked wet because of the heavy rain, couldn't get into wj grandpa's car because the keys were lock inside (lol), reached home around 9 I guess .. that was during .. standard 1? not too sure .. haha, those days :P

Damnit, accidentally scratched my upper arm against that damn gate after tuition.
There's this burning-tickling sensation on the wounded area @!@#%
I hate it. Started to bleed a lil, consider a small wound .. but still :/

Okay, should be sleeping early,
MAY BE waking up to watch football.
Spain vs Germany, seems interesting + exciting to me. :P
Nights :D